the search for a job still continues....
still sad, I cant even get hired at a fast food place... =_=

either ways, im starting to sell alot of my stuff just to even afford food anymore.
which is sad

bye.

Next September, as far as I know I will be leaving to move to japan for about 5 months or longer depending on how things go.

I recently have started to become more depressed then usual, which I find a little bit annoying.
My car is still being an ass and after I get the oil leak fixed now my battery is shorting out and my spark plugs need to be replaced.
I swear can things get any worse?  I mean really my life is pretty much crappy as it is, ive probably filled out over 100 applications to placed in this town with no calls no nothing, I mean honestly whats wrong with me unlike most of there empolyees I dont smoke, I get along with people pretty well, and I dont drink or do drugs.
what is there a law where I have to be unhealthy to get a job in this stupid town, or I have to be a stupid little whore of a prep?

seriously im getting tired of everyone, who gives a shit if I have a lip ring and black hair and wear black alot, as far as I know alot of people actually find it interesting and not scary at all -_-

meh im done venting...


P.S.  still looking for someone to love, someone for me to kiss and care for....someone to make me feel whole once again.

Saw a kitty down the road today that looks just like mine, may its his long lost brother :o

B-day is comming up soon, YAYS o_0
watch I wont get anything though.


Meh cant wait for the holliday.

need to get the oil leak in my car fixed...meh
need a job still....meh

...meh meh meh??